So the first race of the season resulted in a climb up the places ladder from 162 to 91 finisher this year. It was good to see the training going in the right direction and the fact that I finished so strongly is encouraging, although no sprint finish which will hopefully mean that I dont look like an idiot in the race photos.
While I am happy with the result I still keep saying to myself "I am sure I could have pushed harder". This is a bit silly for a number of reasons, I wasnt exactly moseying along at a sedate pace but I dont think I would have been happy unless I had collapsed over the line in a sweaty minging mess. This is worrying and a bit stupid, I have to remember that it was a good race with a great strong pace over a tough course and I finished strongly. I didnt over do things so training this week will not be affected, I have to try and save those collapsing over the lines for a couple of occasions during the year. I think it is just the competitive nature that it is inherent in athletes (or lazy people who just happen to train once in a while) that you want to beat others and simultaneously push yourself past your limits. However, doing this has costs and while I would be happy with a couple of further places up the ladder, if this was at the risk of training this week then it would b questionable whether it would be worthwhile.

